Living in delusion and optimism

Its been quiet embarrassing and hopeful situation when you out of a job, embarrassing as you know that people are dependent on you or if not dependent, at least they want to see you doing something good, so that’s the embarrassment part and hopeful in this way whenever, you give any new interview it is a hopeful sign and you think that at least for a week that you going to receive a call. That is what I am experiencing at the moment living in delusion and optimism. Gosh!! It is hard to live in this fashion because you are numbering your unemployed days and thinking that what if I was employed, I would be making that much money.

I think that’s enough, I soon get a better job then I again blog my thoughts.